"A word to the wise ain't necessary - it's the stupid ones that need the advice."- Bill Cosby

fresh out the oven...
feeling inadequate sucks, can i please have one thing i'm good at. i'm not even good at socialising. i've been feeling like a 2% black person of late (TOO OFTEN), can people just shut up, yes im talking to you roomie
 
i wisher i was bolder i wish i stated my view more often and that i didnt care what people think
that way i'd live more honestly i wish i was a harder worker
i hope i pass
i hope i get in
 
i wish the world wasnt so evil (i know that's random but ja)
 
oh and i want my shit back

me

they win if only for a minute, if i begin to think like them then they win...if i but for a second consider myself insignificant because of the colour of my skin the texture of my hair or the shape of my nose...then they win.
It's funny how when we’re young we’re constantly told how we all ok and equal; only to grow up and find out it's not true. ..i could go on for days about this and i’m not only talking about beauty cause in the end that’s a trivial subject.
There is a very clear hierarchy and those in it and those who promote it dont even know what they doing to different little girls around the globe. I didnt think that i was a part of it. But it's true i am. i used to wonder if i was really pretty, if all a person could complement me on was my skin colour, then could i really be pretty with my full nose and short hair. i nearly got a heart attack, and i’m still try to recover hence im on polyvore from hearing their voices in my head. Saying “why are you so dark all of a sudden?” Guess what? fuck you!!! im darker and im going to love me for me. Short hair and ALL.
PS: i need an India Arie CD asap.

this is for my homeys lol, feelin very sentimental 2 nite